When I was in 8th grade I went on this school trip to Canada for a weekend. I started to like one of the guys on the trip and so I told him. We started talking and a couple days after the trip he asked me out. Everything was going fine until he texted me two days later saying his grandpa had passed away. He told me he was extremely upset because him and his grandfather were so close and he was positive he didn’t want a relationship at the moment because he couldn’t handle it and he was to stressed out. He told me that he still really liked me and that we would get another chance at things in the future. After that things got weird and he stopped talking to me and I was confused why. I tried talking to him about it but he would never answer. A month later I found out from his friend that he no longer liked me. Two months after that I found out it was all a lie. He lied to me about his grandpa as an excuse to break up with me. He realized I wasn’t what he wanted and he made up a horrible lie like that. Now do you see why I’m so paranoid?
I Can't Find My Inspiration
Melissa. 15. Long Island.
my thoughts. my feelings. places i want to visit. things i like. its all right here.
"That's the best thing a girl can be in this world, a beautiful little fool."
my thoughts. my feelings. places i want to visit. things i like. its all right here.
"That's the best thing a girl can be in this world, a beautiful little fool."
"If you were mine, I’d kiss your ankles and neck and the tip of your nose. I’d bring you film canisters filled with love notes and interesting books and I’d send you texts with random facts whenever I discovered something new. I’d show up at your house at midnight with a pot of your favourite kind of tea and a blanket and tell you to come down so we could lie down on your lawn and look at the stars. I’d go into the city with you and throw away your map and search for someplace beautiful. I’d photograph you every day. I’d buy you baggy t-shirts and sing to you constantly. I’d give you your space if you wanted it, I’d make you mixes for every week we’d been together, I’d hold your hand underwater, and I’d love you until you asked me not to."
Not looking forward to this bus ride home
I’ve got food and music to keep me satisfied and not only that but this coach bus has wifi
Lately I feel like I’ve been leading myself in the wrong direction of who I am and who i want to be. asdfghjkl.
